Prescient Black was not at all in a pleasant mood, and not
because of the usual aviation traveling reasons, such as delays, turbulence, or
overcrowding - in reality, Pres’ (or so his nickname came to be) dolefulness was
linked to an internal struggle, one that
stemmed from his deep faith and initiated by his own doing. As he sat at the
terminal gate waiting for his connecting flight to Philadelphia, he ruminated
over the past few hours with grave disappointment, though the disappointment
quickly ameliorated to opportunity as he espied the trickling throng filing
into their seats adjacent to him.
Mr. Black was a minister of orthodox Christianity (not the
erroneous sect which has widely spread throughout Eastern Europe, but in the
true sense of the word). He was a Biblicist, using only the Bible for faith and
practice. As a man assuredly of conviction, he, lifting the sword had fought
many battles against the virulent philosophies that are persistent in every age
and true to their nature, were prevalent in his. Knowing their contagion and tendency
to lead astray the weakest of the flock, from a cordial heart he attacked these vices and saved many from their deadly deceits. Though he
couldn’t save them all, and some went astray, leading to great ennui, for if
any living epitaph could be inscribed for Pres, it would be penned that he
truly loved and doted on his sheep which had so tenderly been placed under his
protection by the hand of the Good Shepherd.
He had recently experienced another moral juncture (he
called them “dark times”) over the issue of alternate lifestyles. Some of his
congregation, had gone to the lengths of demanding he relinquish his office;
but stalwart in defense, he proclaimed truth from the Holy Word, reminding them
also his calling did not originate from them, and most definitely would not be
terminated because of their public opinion. He had presided over their weddings
and their children’s conjugal ceremonies, and had spent days and nights of all
hours praying with them through sickness and death, but this seemed to be of no
importance for those steeped in sin, for a sinful heart is an ungrateful heart,
ultimately because its nature glorifies self and belittles God. In truth, this battle was the most arduous
the pastor had faced, and Mr. Black in
an intrapersonal manner, was unsure whether it was older age or the Christian
acceptance of such a malignant ideology, clearly identified in Scripture as
anathema, that had succumbed him to corporeal weariness, both physically and
mentally. He could himself identify with the Davidic anthem, “But as for me, when they were sick, my
clothing was sackcloth: I humbled my soul with fasting; and my prayer returned
into mine own bosom. I behaved myself as though he had been my friend or
brother: I bowed down heavily…but in mine adversity they rejoiced and gathered
themselves together.”
In the end, refusing to abdicate the pulpit had proved
numerically costly; but as in every righteous persecution, the true body of
Christ emerged engulfing him with prayers and accolades of thankfulness for
Biblically rooted convictions. With these his ennui diminished and spiritual
refreshment overtook his weariness and additionally his now wolf-eradicated
flock fiscally encouraged him to embrace another opportunity, a week long Bible
conference in Cleveland, which after some prodding (this time by the sheep) he
accepted and started his journey. At the conference, he was deeply moved by the
encouragement he received from both word and person, and full of renewed vigor
anxiously anticipated his return to his parish.
Walking on the jet bridge to his flight operating from
Cleveland to Detroit, he prayed for an opportunity to be a witness to another
passenger. Shortly after being seated, the flight attendant announced a delay
on the tarmac and as he waited dreariness started to become a reality. After thirty minutes and with eyes half-open
he glanced at the adjacent empty seat and muttered to himself, “I guess no one
is coming today,” and drifted off to sleep. Being exhausted from the
conference, he slept soundly not even waking to the jolt of turbulence or the
bounce of the landing gear on the airstrip when the plane had arrived. It was only when one of the
concerned flight attendants directly spoke to him that he awoke from his
slumber and realized the plane had arrived, and furthermore that it was already
emptied. Slightly embarrassed, Mr. Black gathered his belonging and begin to
leave his row when he noticed a newspaper and a candy bar wrapper in the seat
pocket of the seat next to him. With dismay, he asked the attendant,
“Maam, was there someone sitting here. I need to know. It is very important to
me.”
The attendant dressed in her business' colors replied, “Why yes, there was a lady who came. She
wouldn’t have made the flight but because of the delay we were able to board
her before we departed. Is she related to you?’
“Well…no. I just believed I missed out on a great
opportunity,” Pres said sadly and continued his movements through the aisle and
passed the bewildered airline worker. As a believer in a sovereign God, he
believed every circumstance was ordained and not serendipitous, his
disappointment evident by trail of splattered tear drops up the walkway to the
promenade. He composed himself after a prayer of forgiveness. With even more
determination to be a testimony of righteousness, when boarding was
announced, he radiated resolve.
After perusing his ticket and finding his seat, he
prayerfully waited for his counterpart to come, but as before ,one never came. Here we go again, he thought and after a
short period, the plane departed for Philadelphia leaving him once again
unaccompanied in his row. Settling down in his seat he began to meditate about
Scripture only to be visually interrupted by an Arabic man, who was also
unaccompanied, opening a Bible. Mr. Black smiled, this was his Phillip and
Ethiopian Eunuch moment and he was purposed to not have it wasted. Forsaking
his seat, he slid next to the seat of the stranger and when the Arabic man
looked up they greeted each other and exchanged pleasantries.
“Well Sanheim,” Pres said with his contagious smile. “It is
certainly good to meet-”
Sanheim cut him off, “I know you wonder why a man with my
sort of name and ethnicity would be reading the Bible and not the Koran. I am
fully aware some of my compatriots are negatively influencing the world but-“
This time Pres cut him off. “My friend, there’s no need for
apologies. We will leave the judging to God, for he is alone is perfect and
therefore has that righteous prerogative. And as for you name and heritage, God
has children from all places and cultures, and most significantly for
believers, he gives them a new name, ‘a child of God.’ Most gladly then I will
rejoice in his salvation for all people, for the ground is level at the cross.”
He then leaned in closer and whispered, “As for your name, I can’t condemn. My
full name is Prescient.”
After an exchange of laugher, Sanheim said, “My friend, if I
can call you that too, for I feel comfortable in your presence, it is a
peculiar forename. Was it given to you by your parents?”
“It was and you may indeed call me friend. My parents
foresaw the changing of times and how my country was drifting to godlessness.
Thus my name was their embodied hope as in Ancient Israel, when a patriarch or
an ensample would characterize their emotions through their posterity.
Ironically, after my conversion as a child, I did wander from the Lord, but I
ultimately surrendered to the Lord’s leading and calling for my life and am
currently a minister of His Word and have been for many years.”
“I also perceive the guiding hand of God that I too serve. I
was brought into this world as a Muslim, but the mercy and grace of God
discovered me also. Though my life was full of hate and bitterness, I know
possess a grateful soul emanating from my gratefulness of the salvation of my
Father; which I am pleased to now call him because as a Muslim, I was not able
to call Allah, ‘father.’ I am pleased you are a minister. If you don’t mind, may
I press you for commentary on a portion of Scripture I am currently perusing? I
am still a novice of the Scriptures, but am everyday I am making progress and
transferring from the milk to the meat.”
“I have no delusion you will quickly apprehend, for
eagerness is a significant part of learning. I would be honored to assist.
Which passage troubles you?”
Sanheim opened up his Bible to the concordance (he was still
learning all the books in order) and found the page number. “Here it is. Psalms
127:3-5, ‘Lo, children are an heritage
of the Lord: and the fruit of the womb is his reward. As arrows are in the hand
of a mighty man; so are children of the youth. Happy is the man that hath his
quiver full of them: they shall not be ashamed, but they shall speak with the
enemies in the gate.’ I
deduce the reward from procreation, but I wonder if the passage is not
temporal. The inscription says the passage was written for Solomon whose
kingdom as his name signifies was peaceable
and we live in precarious times.”
“You can be
assured, Sanheim, the truth of heritage and the reward are relevant. God’s
truths are timeless; in contrary, the history of mankind publishes the
mercurialness of man. By logic, it is plausible to believe a constant supreme
being’s words to be also constant. His words transcend time, culture, and
language, for he is the Creator of them all. I have three children of my own
and believe them to be arrows; my son and two daughters have snared the enemy often and my wife and I consider them more valuable than any pecuniary accumulation
or life-long achievement.”
“My interest is
peaked. I myself am a single man and will remain as Paul if God wills it, but
my desire is to certainly one day to have children. However, I am confused by
the response of others, even Christians, who argue it is not worthwhile to
reproduce in this age. They deem this epoch too uncertain, too wavering, and
conclude it is loving to not procreate.”
Pres silently
prayed and asked God for wisdom to guide Sanheim. He knew all too well the most
dangerous errors are ones Christians also propagate. “Hmmm. I perceive these
times to be uncertain, but with this peril comes great opportunity. The absence
of light is darkness; if Christians are commanded to be light in this world and
they don’t reproduce, what would the horrid conclusion be? The Bible defines
this as tribulation. Then, Christians
have an opportunity to influence. The sun shines on the moon and not the moon
on the sun. The moon gives no demands to the sun, it is the sun’s rays which
influence the moon to reflect the sun’s image. Let us be clear; without
believers in the world, though they be hated and deemed bigoted, this world
would be resolved to utter destruction. Therefore, if a couple is able, I
believe it is a Christian responsibility to reproduce to enlighten the future
generations of the knowledge of Christ. It is short-sighted to think
otherwise.”
“Your argument
has validity and is rested on a Biblical foundation. Switching gears to a
logistical argument, what about the opinion that this world will soon be
overcrowded and therefore it is prudent to not have children because that will
only relegate our sons and daughters to hunger, disease, and poverty. The only
reason overcrowding has been suspended until now is because of genocide, war,
and abortion. Otherwise we would be overrun.”
“To your point,
the world is large enough but it ultimately goes back to believing in a
sovereign God. An omniscient God knows the length of the earth and has allowed
the waters to recede to an exact point. Being all-knowing, he would not allow
an earth not to provide for its inhabitants or for its resources to be
depleted. What depths of time passed before civilization even discovered the
Western Hemisphere! In some areas, overcrowding is prevalent; but only because
of the limitations government has placed upon its constituents. In recent research,
it has been stated that just three percent of the earth is inhabited by urban
areas and ninety-five percent of the world’s population live on ten percent of
Earth’s land. Over population is intrinsically silly and only promoted by those
who would make others suffer by selfish gains.”
Sanheim imbibed
deeply the words presented to him. His pensive look shifted to uneasiness as it
was announced over the intercom the flight was commencing its decent to
Philadelphia. “I must ask you one more question and I must ask it quickly
because we are arriving. This thought creates in me distress more than any
other. Why have a child if you cannot predict he will return your affection? Is
it plausible after many years of lavishing love it would not be reverberated?”
Pres took
Sanheim’s trembling hand and looked directly at him as he spoke. “Sanheim, I
will admit this thought gives many consternation. They wonder if it would be
better to die a lonely person than to jeopardize the future. May I say to you
simply two things: first, you are leaving one person out of the relationship –
God. You, though redeemed, are a depraved creature. You were born into sin and
as a Christian you are free from the judgment of sin, but will not be liberated
from the presence of sin until Heaven. You will make mistakes; at times, you
will not love as you should. However, your prime determination should be to
direct your child to God, and in doing so they will also be not ignorant of
God’s love, which is pure and unending. Secondly, God took the chance on you in the
giving of his Son. Is this not love in its unadulterated form, where we love
without any thought of return? All other is selfishness.”
The plane landed
and both men exchanged contact information and said their goodbyes. Whereas
before Pres’s tears stained the walkway, now moved with compassion from their
intercourse, Sanheim’s were descending from his face. He had much to ponder. Before
he conversed with Pres about children, he was unsure of desiring them, but now he
had a much more hopeful worldview on the issue. Sanheim’s thoughts were
interrupted by some cheering and when he looked about he saw Prescient Black’s
family – wife, children, and grandchildren and as he found out later some
church members surrounding and embracing him. He smiled and resolved that
moment, if it was in God’s pathway for him to be married, he would have
children. To him it didn’t matter, naturally, or through adoption – he was just
purposed to have them and to have his quiver full.
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